Saturday, 4 July 2015

An Update, A Loss

After a brief silence over on my blog, it seems somewhat silly to come back and tell you all that I won't be blogging again for a while. If you follow me on twitter, you might know why I've been so quiet recently, but if you don't then it's due to losing a loved one. I feel quite daft if I'm honest, typing this out, but I just wanted to let you guys know. 

There's been a lot of tragedy in blogging recently, and so with all of this great sadness, I just need a break. Tragedy can bring people together, but it has also highlighted to me how far away I am from my family. I had been hoping to move to Bristol soon, but now I'd much rather be closer to home. I don't think I've really accepted the loss of my Nana, but it will come. I thought seeing my family would help, but it didn't really, I realise now that nothing can help you with loss. When you don't have a chance to say goodbye, or even a recent memory, then the loss can hit you hard. It floored me when I found out, and it will continue to do so whenever I think of home, of not being there. The guilt of never returning the last phone call will be hard to overcome.

I hope I can make Nana proud of me, and live as fully as she did. Nana you are my greatest inspiration, and I will miss you always. 

I know I will come back to blogging soon, so I hope you will all be there when I do. 

Chelsea xo

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